Happiness trickled slowly
Whilst pain poured into each day...

I know just how you are feeling,
I walked this path about a year ago...

I know I know we never were
but the time we had was a blur...

Music is playing loudly,
The beat vibrates through my skin...

I feel like I should be somewhere,
But there’s nowhere for me to go...

I can’ wait until we talk
I can’t wait until we next meet...

My body is shaking,
My stomach throbbing away...

Hurt as ever I am screaming,
wake me up and hold me tight...

It has gotten so hard and I canâ??t understand,
The way that I actually feel...

So many emotions all at once,
So many things to feel...

For JAY :)
I am drained of power and also of hope...

Once upon a time there was a boy,
who made me happy and brought me joy...