When you stay out of my life,
I do no self-harm...

I shake just thinking about it,
They took so much away...

Suddenly I can't stay here anymore,
So many questions to be solved...

I don’t know why I am doing this,
But I know I can not cease...

Why did I let him have control,
of every joint, of every bone...

In June last year it happened so fast,
Everything turned for the best...

This is not an infatuation,
This is not a phase...

My cat rascal was cute
But now he’s dead...

There’s a girl I know,
She’s lost way back in the past...

Rules aren’t there for me to break,
But that, I did forget...

They acted like my friends
but they pushed me away...

Buried deep in a pit of despair,
I close my eyes and say a prayer...