It is eating me alive
the pain...

Awakening beside my one true love
Knowing that she is my one and only...

I called you ghost....
small voice but yet powerful meaning to everything...

Never again will i let you in
for you betrayed me and lost all my trust...

The thoughts and questions running through my mind...
why was it my life...

I am the only disgrace there is in this family...
i am a disgrace to Our Father...

I thought it had stopped...
i thought you had stopped...

You are fat
you need to lose weight...

Yes he took your innocence away but
Please know that you are still beautiful and one...

Hurt,
pain...

In and out of hospitals just about every month...
getting the same results as any other time you are...

When i look in the mirror
i see a girl with tears flowing down here face...