Can't he see how much i love him?
Can't he see how much i care...

I did that wrong
I didn't do this right...

No more.
No more worries of...

Random thoughts.
Exhaustion...

I'm fighting a lost battle.
I keep striving to be happy...

Crazy, crazy, crazy I'm going.
Turning insane, I am...

I made my way into the airport and began...
For HIM...

I'm Still Hurting.
I don't want to, but I am...

Finally the relapse I knew would happen happened,
And it was worse than it had been in a while...

Disappointment in me once again.
I don't want to betray him...

I want to run away,
Soon...

They burn.
The cuts beneath my clothing...