Here we are again,
The end of another day...
I wish I could go back.
Back to where we were more...
Everything is always my fault,
I'm so full of shame...
If I were to die tomorrow,
Would you know...
Does it ever really stop?
The pain...
He's the right kind of love.
He's the one that steals my breath away...
Finally the relapse I knew would happen happened,
And it was worse than it had been in a while...
Disappointment in me once again.
I don't want to betray him...
I sat there with tears rolling down my face.
I felt the blood throbbing in my wrists...
I knew it was coming,
But I was calm...
I want to run away,
Soon...
She heads for the box to take out the blade
Then closes the door...