When you feel that you have
a chance of a lifetime
Take it ...
Because if you not,
all your life you will live with the question
"What would have happened if ..."
And is the most painful question I know ....

No one makes mistakes on purpose
We are always thinking that we are doing
the best for us....
But no matter what you did
you should always remember
that life goes on
And you have to accept the decisions
you made for the good or the bad....

I believe you when you say you're sorry
but it just doesn't change what you did...

"Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

~kelly clarkson because of you~

In a moment you can determine
what people will think about you
but it takes lifetime to change it...

Never forget where you came from
But always stay focused
on where you're going now

I know I need to change,
and this change is for the better.
but you dont even realize
how hard it is to change everyting about yourself

There's another me in my mind
who doesn't look like me at all....

I feel like I'm stuck in a world
where no one wants me
In a world where im so different
where i can never fit in or be understood
I can scream all I want but the screams
never seems to be heard
Because no one really try to listen...

"only god can judge me..."