Stay in the present not in the past

"We have all done stupid things for guys
But dont let him tell you how you feel"

My best friend told me that
about a guy that I did everything for him
and he just played with my feelings

The "what ifs'" and "if only's" are endless

The things that make you weak now,
will make you stronger in the end

He looked me in the eye and said
"Tell me that you no longer love me
and You won't see me anymore"
And I so wanted to say that
but I just couldnt
Because I've never been able
to look him in the eye and lie ...

"only god can judge me..."

I feel like I'm stuck in a world
where no one wants me
In a world where im so different
where i can never fit in or be understood
I can scream all I want but the screams
never seems to be heard
Because no one really try to listen...

There's another me in my mind
who doesn't look like me at all....

I know I need to change,
and this change is for the better.
but you dont even realize
how hard it is to change everyting about yourself

Never forget where you came from
But always stay focused
on where you're going now