Footprints embedded in my dreams,
I'm sowing my life at the seams...
Glass shards
scrape across my heart...
Thoughts of you crowd my mind
there's not a moment i wish i could rewind...
My anger and frustration
bleed out in my thoughts...
I tell you to stop
yet you beat till im blue...
The words you tell me must be lies
"i dont want to hurt you"...
I lash out for me
I...
I amile and laugh
inside i rplay my suicidal death...
I remember the laughs
I remember the fights...
25 times
The number of lies...
I think about you, cut my wrist
I think about her, another slit...
I whisper I love you
you whisper I hate you...