I want you in my life,
But not as a memory...
I thought loved conquered all.
I thought fighting for what you believed in...
I feel you growing inside of me little one
We can't wait to see how beautiful you are...
She tries not to whimper as sobs shake her body.
She curls up into a ball and buries her face in...
I can't see myself,
I can't see around me...
My room is dark,
I can hear the rain dance on the roof...
I am sorry I am not perfect
I know I am a mistake...
It seems like I have cried these same tears a...
Neverending reminders of my pain...
It is cold outside.
I can hear the wind trying to force its way in...
Life seems to pass me by everyday
Things I accidentally say...
If I laughed, would you ask why?
If I was mad at someone, would you make that...
I welcome the darkness into my life.
I let it shade all my light...