I close my eyes and I'm afraid to open them again, because that's how you disappeared the first time, and I wouldn't be surprised if that would happen again, because it's only you.

I'd give everything if I had anything

The countdown begins as I think of all the things I'll miss
Today's the day to see if my dream will fly or fall into the abyss
I put on a brave smile, although I know it's fake
I say to myself "No matter if I break"

I'm too strong to stay here, yet too weak to leave
I'm too strong to hold it, yet too weak to breathe

What if by yes I meant no?
What if by stay I meant go?
What if I don't live to please you?
What if for me it isn't that easy?

I sacrifice everything and I get nothing in return
Except for a bandage that has already been worn

All the nights I sat down and cried
All the times I apologized
It seems that people want things too far away to touch
And maybe that's the reason you now love me so much

You never listen to me,unless I apologize.So..I'm sorry for believing every single lie you ever told me.I'm sorry for breathing the air that you reserved for telling her the same lies.I'm sorry for ever saying I'm sorry.

I just want you to hold me in your arms for a few minutes, look me in the eyes, and say that you still love me. Please, that's all I'm asking for.

I wonder how many more faces you have left to show