Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes.

From my poem "Rememberance of My Death"

I still have feelings for you.
not enough to want you back,
but enough to make it hurt.

And my heart was pounding, my inner voice resounding, begging me to turn away, but I just had to see your face

Wiping the tears from her eyes.
Some days she feels like dying
And some days its not worth trying.
She gets so sick of crying.
- Green Day

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid is shattering.

Promise.
Promise you'll remember.
Promise you'll remember me.

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. But I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

A man realized he wanted his love back. The girl said no. The main cried to God, "If it was meant to be, why did I lose her?" God replied, "You didn't lose her, you let her go"

How can I let go when my heart says hold on? How can I say goodbye when all I want to say is hello? How can I forget when I can't stop thinking of you? How can you fall out of love just when I'm about to say I love you?

Wait, that's what you said when you went away. Wait, that's what I'm doing until today. Wait, until forever I guess I will. I just wish I have told you,Wait, I love you still.