It's not fair to me. You can't just treat me like this because you're afraid of what they'll say about us. I think the worst part is that you care more about their opinion of you than us.

I think you can always tell how someone feels about someone else by the way they look at them. When they're turned around and someone just looks at them, without them knowing, with amazement in their eyes and a smile on their face.

And the worst part of this whole mess is that even though were done, i still look at you for support in my most vulnerable moments

And i dont know if having you in my life will put the pieces back together or break them even more

It's just hard to know youre there, feel your presence next to me and just ignore it. i know im the one who made the decision to go back to before we even knew each other but i just hope you know its not easy for me... at all.

For the first time in a long time I don't feel like I need someone to complete me... I'm okay with being on my own, not having to worry about what someone else is doing... I finally feel like I'm living for me

Maybe I don't have a right to be mad or even upset... but what you're doing is wrong... letting me fall for you, knowing that you were with someone else... holding me when you knew someone else really belonged in those arms, why'd you do it?

When is i gonna stop? how many rejections and
heartbreaks can one person really take before they give up completely? how much can one persons heart really handle?

The sad thing is that I'm not even upset. I've become numb to the feeling of heartbreak... I'm used to realizing I'm not a first choice, or a second, or a third... I'm the girl boys use when they're bored and leave when what they really want is back...

This is the moment that you want to hold on to. this feeling of lust and love. before the fights and the heartbreak. right now its just you and him and theres not a care in the world.