I looked back in my journals where I used to write down everything I was to affraid to tell you. As I look back I realize how pathetic I was... I was a girl who'd give up her world just to be with the one boy she loved that never even knew she existed...

In love movies it always works out. Someone will tell the person they love how they feel and weather they realize it then or later on in the movie that person realizes they feel the same way. Does that happen in real life to or is it just a fantasy?

No matter how scared I am do I tell him I love him? Do I take the chance even though he might not feel the same way? If I tell him It might ruin my friendship with a best friend. Is the small chance he might love me back worth it all?

I just wish everything could be more simple. If You love someone you show them. If you miss someone tell them. If you forgive someone let them know. This is all better than what we all usually do which is stay silent and hope for the best.

And as time passes and the days we haven't seen eachother just keep dragging on, the feeling of missing you starts to set in. I spend hours thinking about when I'll see you next... How much longer can I live like this?

I love you so much<3 but everyone says it's wrong for me to love you... They tell me to forget about you and move on, but how do you move on from someone who brings out the best in you?

Will you tell me already? Do you love me? Are we just friends? Are you afraid to be with me? You can't keep me on hold forever...

I'm finally smiling for no reason again...I'm finally feeling butterflies in my stomach which I havent felt in so long... I'm finally able to trust and believe in love, I'm finally happy and it's all because of you<3

I love our time together just me and you, Even if it's just for a little while. I don't get to see you much but when were toogether i don't know how we live being apart.

When you walk by, my heart stops and i can't breathe. When you talk to me i cherish evey word.. And when you put your arms around me...I for once want to live in the present and stay like that forever.