I cant do this anymore. ive loved you from the day we met and its been a year... a year of you leading me on only to tell me that you just want to be friends... but im done being friends with you because its killing me inside

When im with you all my problems just seem to go away but when you leave they come flowing back. you mean everything to me but i cant do this anymore... i want to tell you how much i love you but iknow you think of me just as a good friend

How come the only time you care is when im with him?

Either way I get hurt, either you lead me on and I'm happy you're in my life but hurt you'll never feel the same, or im upset you're out of my life but happy I'll be able to move on

I just want to be good enough, iwant to put a smile on your face and make you feel butterflies when you're around me... but iknow I'll never be able to

Do you know how much it hurts to love you? do you know how much pain I feel when I see you with her? have you ever loved someone so much it hurts to even talk to them because all you can think is how much you need them and how they think nothing of you?

This is the moment that you want to hold on to. this feeling of lust and love. before the fights and the heartbreak. right now its just you and him and theres not a care in the world.

The sad thing is that I'm not even upset. I've become numb to the feeling of heartbreak... I'm used to realizing I'm not a first choice, or a second, or a third... I'm the girl boys use when they're bored and leave when what they really want is back...

When is i gonna stop? how many rejections and
heartbreaks can one person really take before they give up completely? how much can one persons heart really handle?

Maybe I don't have a right to be mad or even upset... but what you're doing is wrong... letting me fall for you, knowing that you were with someone else... holding me when you knew someone else really belonged in those arms, why'd you do it?