Ive loved you since the second i saw your crystal blue eyes, but now after everything im scared to talk to you and hear your words, if its something bad my heart will be broken once again, so ill keep my distance and hope you'll realize what you lost

And i try to force myself to get over you... but theres no point i am and forever will be in love with you even if your not in love with me.

And when i see you with her, i just walk away and pretend i dont care but once you cant see me anymore i break down. i just wanna be able to tell you how i feel but im scared to hear your reaction.

I want the courage to say i love you. just go up to you and say it but i know its a 1 in a million shot you'll say it back but if you look on the bright side the chances could be worse :/

Saying i dont care and actually meaning it are 2 completely different things.

Even though im young i can still love... and even though im young i can still realize when the right person comes along.

I cant even count how much time ive spent wishing i was with you, wishing everything was okay, wishing you were here, and wishing you knew how much i actually love you. </3

I dont know whats worse going out with my best friend or doing it behind my back.

What if I never met you, What if I didnt accept your apology everytime, what if I told you how I really felt instead of hidding it from everyone... What if I moved on and didn't fight to keep us together...would you?

Its easy to convince other people im not still inlove with you... so why is it so hard to convince myself...?