I sat there, ignored the pain and the heartbreak and told you im happy for you. you deserve someone as amazing as her and she deserves someone as flawless as you... and although it hurts i wish you all the best |
Either way I get hurt, either you lead me on and I'm happy you're in my life but hurt you'll never feel the same, or im upset you're out of my life but happy I'll be able to move on |
I just want to be good enough, iwant to put a smile on your face and make you feel butterflies when you're around me... but iknow I'll never be able to |
Do you know how much it hurts to love you? do you know how much pain I feel when I see you with her? have you ever loved someone so much it hurts to even talk to them because all you can think is how much you need them and how they think nothing of you? |
I wish you knew how badly I need you, I hate to say it but you're the only one that can make me happy. seeing your smile and hearing your laugh makes me love you more and more everyday... |
Just give me a chance to show you I can love you more than anyone else, that I can make you laugh even at your darkest moments, that I'll be there when everyone walks out... let me show you that we were meant for each other |
Im done with this. tell me how you feel about me. im done playing games with you and guessing... if you love me tell me or watch as i walk away |
Why cant things go back to the way they used to be? why cant you love me, why cant we spend hours talking to each other, why cant you make time for me instead of me going out of my way for you all the time? why cant i have my best friend back? |
I want you to go back to the way you were more then you will ever know. you think youre cool now and you make fun of the way you used to be but i wish you knew you were perfect. and your innocence and sense of humor is what made me love you. |
It doesn't even hurt anymore... listening to you talk about her, knowing you won't ever feel that way about me, ive gone numb. maybe it's because now I realize I'd rather listen to that than lose you completely... |