It's just hard to know youre there, feel your presence next to me and just ignore it. i know im the one who made the decision to go back to before we even knew each other but i just hope you know its not easy for me... at all.

And i dont know if having you in my life will put the pieces back together or break them even more

And the worst part of this whole mess is that even though were done, i still look at you for support in my most vulnerable moments

I think you can always tell how someone feels about someone else by the way they look at them. When they're turned around and someone just looks at them, without them knowing, with amazement in their eyes and a smile on their face.

It's not fair to me. You can't just treat me like this because you're afraid of what they'll say about us. I think the worst part is that you care more about their opinion of you than us.