What if I never met you, What if I didnt accept your apology everytime, what if I told you how I really felt instead of hidding it from everyone... What if I moved on and didn't fight to keep us together...would you?

Its easy to convince other people im not still inlove with you... so why is it so hard to convince myself...?

Your my best friends brother. and i dont know what to do. i love you so much but she would never allow us to be together. friendship or love?

And im done crying over you and wishing... im going to live in the present, never look back and move on :)

And i wonder do you even think about me? cause everyday, every second im thinking about you.

You think of me as just a friend, someone who you would never imagine liking you or even loving you. well your wrong i do have feelings for you but im to affraid to tell you.

We spent one week getting close... thats all it took for us to have inside jokes, know everything about each other, to become really close and comftorable with each other and for me to love you <3

I slowed down, took a breather, cleared my head and it became so obvious you dont love me... and i just didnt want to admit it to myself but now i do and im okay with it. im moving on

And one day i hope you look through all my notebooks, all my journals, and read them and realize that every single thing i write is about you.

And I found someoe who loves me for who I am and now I realize you don't deserve me and your the one who's missing out