I hope that the second you saw me
a million memories came rushing back...

I know that when you look at me
there is failure in your eyes...

I gaze at her face
Laying in my lap...

I miss him so much
How he held me in his arms...

Isolate and alone
Lost in a world of dreams and memories...

Tears falling from my eyes
Crying to the deep blue skies...

I want to be perfect
I want to be thin...

All this time I thought you were looking at me
But now it's simply plain to see...

Listen to the seasons changing
Listen to your heart beat racing...

She walks down the street now
So broken torn and dull...

I bite my lip
As blood soaks my shirt...

Black holed heart
Tight wrist chains...