I may be leaving today.
I may be disappearing in the mist of myself
I'm sick of being yelled out, sick of feeling like a screw up...
but hey, maybe that is me after all,
stupid and a screw up...
sorry mom and dad i let you down.

I'm left with nothing but fear...
what do i do now?
i don't want to be scared
but i dont want to HAVE to be strong
can i just be me, for once?

I always have you with me... just not in the way most people think...
Your name is engraved in my arm.

Most would never see the wiped tears
most would never see how i could cry all day
but the only reason is because i like to hide my pain.

You're the one who wiped the tears from my eyes as they gently fell
you're the one who stayed with me during the night as i slowly cut
but also, you're the one who made me stop, with simple words...

:I love you:

:to tell you the truth, i haven't been avoiding you.. just my life.

YOU can't say you know ME, when I don't even know MYSELF.

You forgot about me.
i'm your girlfriend.
and you forgot about me?

Goodnight moon. Goodnight stars. Goodnight love. Until daybreak once returns.

You know someday I may get over being a freak, but you YOU WILL NEVER STOP BEING A JERK!