I want to smile, but I just can't

You gotta treat her right, or someone else will

I wanna be the girl you look for in the crowd
i wanna be the girl you call when you're sad
i wanna be the girl who you love.
but most of all, i wanna be the girl you never leave.

I'm scared because, I don't want anyone else to have your heart. I don't want anyone else you kiss, I don't want anyone else to be in your arms, I don't want you to love anyone else. I'm scared because i dont' want anyone to take my place.

You still love me
Even when I sin
I don't fit in
Cuz I've been burned
When I waited my turn
Don't act my age
I Don't want to
Call it a phase,
Call me taboo
Won't do as I'm told to believe
I wear my heart on my sleeve

Am I just not good enough? good enough to be yours?

Yes, I hurt.
Yes, the rumors are true, I do cry.
Yes, you are correct, I'm not always happy.
So you think i'm a drama queen??
no, I just have felt more in my life in the past 8 months, than you will in 10 years. Sorry for having feelings.

Can anyone even hear me screaming and crying at night?

If i died, i wonder if anyone would even notice i was gone...

The worst part of cutting is knowing the pain that others can feel, and not caring they do.