I want to run away
Away from all this pain...

..She's so beautiful..
she's so lovely...

I don't wanna cry
I try to be strong...

Hidden fears
Like the rain cloud...

I hate the way make me feel
I hate the way you cry...

I lie awake at night
Thinking of how to die...

I loved you
I hated you...

"I don't know..
I don't know what he's after...

I put on a smile
To fake all my lies...

I say I'm happy but I'm really hiding
Behind this mask...

I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched...

Thanx Tim since these are your feelings in a poem...
"I feel like a kid chased by a wolf and the...