Running out of Days
Put on my favorite dress...
Walking together down a path crowded with moss,
white oaks, and thorny bracken we pause...
Quite frankly, my dear
the air never really sat well...
October was;
the death of fireflies...
We would hang out every night.
Look under the stars without caring where we were...
Be it childish scribbling
Crafted, stylized or mere black ink...
Art trapped in a restless mind
Before the pen meets the sheet...
The golden orb departs, a diamond studded black...
a slow hush falls upon the land and daylight's...
Let my soul to rest
before the roseate glow of dawn...
On a warm August night
the light attracted them...
This isn't the part where I cry
This is the part where I smile...
Snowflakes are dancing as they come spiraling...
like tiny ballerinas all dressed in white gowns...
I lay here awake all night
with thoughts of you...
Looked through some old photographs today
just to catch a glimpse of your loving face...
Deep in the beat
and the truth of the dark...
You were a soft spring
that spoke to me...
18th November, 2012.
Brown...
Always
empty vessels...
Measuring life with my fingers
I count my memories with you...
Whispering winds wisp my auburn locks behind my...
just like you would do if you were here...
Not a poem. Just something I needed to write and...
No need to comment or rate or read, actually...
I wake up... with a headache,
unaware of the main cause...
He sits on his rocking chair
tallying accounts...
Bus and train
smashed together...
I can't shake hands with you
but I may ask you to embrace me...
After a two-hour rain
I started to walk on the seashore...
Dancing daintily
Among azaleas aroma...
The dictionary defines fate as a development of...
outside a person's control...
Crystal of clearness, reflecting rainbow colours
with your dazzling light...
I have a dream where I will live
in a future of freedom...
I accept the blame because you plead innocent.
All of my crying and helpless screams...
Alone with my candle light
watching the moon through my window...
Deep in the desert, dead and cast away
Where innocence is buried, in sand...
Rapping at your window
and tapping on your door...
Nothing resembles
the sincere humbles...
Your love was like
the freshness of a haiku...
Her life
gifted her pain...
Young minds possess wings
of imagination to...
Still my grey sky not allowing the sunrise,
because there seems no idea...
My eyes became volcanic, and they ruptured.
As salted lava tumbled down my cheekbones...
Just seconds away from spilling my story,
just seconds away from telling you all...
Set Fire to the Rain
Cabeza...
Four things, if gone won't come back
The word whenever released...
Love is a losing game...
The bench underneath the lamp on the footpath
as I See from my room window in cold night...
The tears just won't stop falling,
Faster than a waterfall...
You chew up my words,
swallow them aggressively...
If you want to live away of hurt,
with job offered and impact saved...
Why do we cut?
I know for sure, it doesn't take away the pain...
It has been so long since I have felt
your cold yet comforting touch...
Behind red eyes
Lurks a monstrous creature...
A granny's little girl
is riddled with confusion...
Hello lover...
that's how you greeted me at the door...
Our first dance I can barely remember;
however, plenty of pictures prove it's existence...
Usually I loathe the taste of coffee,
but today I need caffeine to get me through this...
When I hear Johnny Cash singing of his burning...
no longer will I think of true love...
Baby blue eyes
Soft blond hair...
Love another
It's never me...
I take care of my enemy one time
and take care of my friend a thousand times...
I wish that I could change you,
Mold you into what I want you to be...
I can feel myself falling into despair
Reaching for your hand but it's no longer there...
Take a glimpse of my heart,
scan through all the clutter...
Would you go through my life story,
starting from teenage until now...
Not even this soft white tissue
can soak up these heavy tears...
Never force yourself
to make all around you pleased...
Don't walk behind me,
maybe I don't know the way...
I drink the blood of an immortal catastrophe;
This sweet taste outlines my delicate lips...
I taste these words like poison,
Injected in my veins. No longer...
I'll bend the heavens, just to see you for a night
I'll bend the heavens, just to to make things...
"I have always kept one inverted comma on the...
Clarice Lispector...
The letter I probably should have written...
Our love was a string of haiku; and I...
Knife to the skin
Convictions in doubt...
No remedy
No cure...
25th February, 2012.
Blazing mania of...
18th February, 2012.
Slit incisions on my caramel skin, left me...
Chant for the roads
that got me here...
My black skin has people staring
in awe...
Heart wrenching pain
searing through my chest...
Elegantly tall,
Leafy branches looking upwards...
Beautifully thin
Or skeleton poking through...
It helps to listen
as much as it helps to talk...
Poem: I Cry In Thoughts
2010...
Peering into my mind, is a fools errand my friend
Not even i can begin to speculate...
Why has that girl come back
with such so horrible track...
Of all man kind
she was the one...
My red freedom, you've a door
Knocked on by each blood stained hand...
The twinkling ceiling lights reflect on my tiara,
making the diamonds sparkle bright...
Rumours of red eyes,
Eeriness creeping closer...
Grabbed without warning
A dozen hands pulling me...
What if the land of Skyrim were real?
If you were lost I would walk over the land to...
Whatever hate's great
or having strong emotion...
My white rose started to wither, its fragrance...
My white rose could not survive the drought, thus...
Any mankind's weak,
but getting strength from weakness...
According to you I can do no good. You
Belittle me to make yourself feel powerful...
You're eccentric compared to loves of my past.
Irregular yet consistent...
My aunt never married;
on occasion my mother...
Always searching for a
Better way to express my...
I'm lying on my bed
With unleashed thoughts in my mind...
I invite you
to see the world, using my eyes...
What?
Do you...
That cat
Lives in my flat...
An atom in a
multi-element alloy...
I long for you - day and night,
missing your warm embrace...
Living in a house where you used to walk
Where you used to live and breathe, hurts...
I thought I would write about you because I woke...
But when it came to putting pen to paper I...
No one can see and understand anything in someone...
Herman Hesse...
She is the rarest common to exist in my world. A...
My emotions she sways and swirled...
I wake up only to be lied to,
by my eyes that say I'm seeing you...
I-N-G By: Todd
I,n,g. A suffix that means continuous...
A time after Valentine. By: Todd
Chocolate hearts coupled with a amorous gaze...
I love you so much,
can't you see...
I can't believe my eyes,
it's such a shame i have to say goodbye...
Its Friday night and I'm all alone
feeling frightened and lost inside my own home...
Devastating news
of losing an unborn child...
What do you expect from me,
what is it you want to see...
There's so much more than meets the eye
to what you've done to me...
To my darling,
When I'm alone, I think of you...
I forgot how quickly time would pass,
just seconds per each line...
You see me lying here.
So helpless and bland...
Life's a messenger,
loading what we introduced...
I'm looking at the most beautiful thing in this...
and I don't want to lose you baby girl...
The only place I see you,
are in my dreams...
As I walk through the grey mist of night
I come across a bed of roses...
In a street with only a single house
There is no street light...
She lets him call her awful names.
She lets him drag her across the floor...
To Twinkle Toes,
You left me a letter so I'm going to reply...
Standing in the shower,
feet firmly on the ground...
Mindless acts of hate
destroying families and...
Our piggy bank love,
cure of sorrow and sadness...
My dad hasn't been there for me
For days, and months and years...
Why would you think
of a mindless creature like me...
Bottles and cans litter my floor,
A path to my bed in liquored decour...
Embrace me in your loving arms,
protect me with your heart...
Velvet sky lines lace mountain tops
My body lays broken among death...
This air we breath
Which fills our lungs...
Tears running down my face,
As your voice reminds me I'm a disgrace...
Decent men in ivory towers
watching the world from afar...
To be sisters you must have a link
A special thing you do...
Something is wrong at the hour of midnight.
Figures dancing, prancing 'round the clock...
Silver Flesh stretching taut across
Rotting, popping bones...
Come any, come all,
To the Carnival of Horror...
The soul has no domain behind
The eyes of viewers in...
Well it comes again to the writing desk
where my quills have all absconded...
The fear of truth in the written word
subtle, prolific and clean...
Why would you always be a prisoner of your...
Let all ingredients run in their planned pathways...
Smoking half a pack at once, still stressed.
Kick this shit, aint got a penny in my pocket...
The bells struck a silent tone
bidding sorry welcome to those...
It was over a decade ago when I left my childhood
beneath quilts devoid of your once familiar...
Now you are not with me?
the answer is my tears...
Frisky girls are cats
Savage, if trapped in angles...
Spring's bringing leaflets
developing their flowers...
Coal dusted face,
hardened eyes...
I'm keeping looking at me in the mirror for a long...
Who're you in this six-billion world...
I'm a century
A cocktail of feelings as...
Rebuking demonic spirits has never spewed from my...
but tonight, I cast out the torturous enemies...
You!
who once proclaimed your love for me...
Torched and tormented by your touch
such an act made the sinner blushed...
HOT TEARS STING MY FACE
I TRY WIPING THEM AWAY, BUT THEY COME AT A FAST...
A bright sunshine,
Filtered from top of pine...
I've been studying you,
little girl...
Here I Am
Sizzling heat, concrete melting...
A conversation with myself.
Hollow phrases that scare me...
Do u believe in the art of growing old?
Do u believe that someone can save your soul...
My starving Siamese cat
can chase either any flying bat...
Paint Me.
I, Your still frame of discontentment...
Be words not bodies
Words sustain for centuries...
Paint kids' lips with smiles
Unless you're a good painter...
I remember that day so vividly
when you first opened your eyes...
I saw the dark side of
your life, the twisted acts...
She's shiny
And new...
My mind is a suitcase and it's kept
the gunpowder close to my lipstick and...
I'm walking this road,
that may lead me...
Do you remember the days
of you and I and...
One sullen October morning
his feet lead him to the deserted fields...
I sit on the edge of my bed as though it is I,
who was trespassing, rather than the...
Its on the tip of my toungue
They're right in the front of my mind...
A touch of wine,
candled flame...
He lies when he speaks,
even if he's just joking...
Darling,
We both know you are no Mr. Romantic...
Wild flowers blooming,
freshly picked dewy blackberries...
The drops on the window are a mixture of rain and...
the scribbled "I love you" is starting...
As I explore deep into the somber woods,
hooting owls try to alert me...
Three beauty queens,
traveling with the world in the palm of their...
Lately, I've been breathing underwater,
savoring every single ounce of affection...
As the thunder rolled over the black boundless...
lightning strikes against my soon to be heartless...
Lightning strikes 'gainst lips,
defibrillator, now please...
I visited our home for the first time in five...
if you can still call it that...
*I suppose this is more of a story...I hope you...
She hasn't left her bedroom since she got the...
As his calloused fingers pluck his vintage Gibson...
his passion poured with each single verse...
*I know this is very long... got on a roll writing...
"Dear Diary" is how each page began and...
The time on the coffee pot said 3:02 AM,
why does she still wait up for him...
In a moment of mysterious trance,
my eyes took a serendipitous glance...
Terse inert verse,
unnerving diction...
One wish, if I had it, I would give it to you
Two sides of a love, one false, one is true...
As she lays on her death
bed...
Today I took off my mask.
Felt the sun...
His voice as smooth as velvet,
His arms are hard as stone...
A poet's pen with dexterous hand
Ink to paper often can...
What would you think,
if I told you that I find...
I stumbled, but I didn't fall
No, I dared to fuck around and later stood up tall...
My hurt burns to ashes
Blowing away with the cold winter night...
Remembering with
unfamiliar eyes...
There I was
Watching everyone in my family cry...
Let the rain wash away the tears
Let the clouds lead me home...
I've seen your picture a million times.
I've held the pearls you gave to my sister...
Weaving my way through littered alleyways
which separated the past and the future...
Listen to you
fluttering heart...
A smile gently opens
the petals of your heart...
The shear arrogance of
copy and paste shall...
Inner thoughts collides and shatter
into kaleidoscopic shards...
I miss the winter
and for the first time...
You hoard precious moments
and fill your cheeks with feelings...
I wish that I could share these thoughts
that swirl around my head as drunken tears...
Acidic revelations
dance upon crystals...
I woke up with yesterday's thoughts -
still lingering...
You are my fate
and you played at your best...
Black mascara runs
down my forehead...
Little metal helpers
Scraping my white skin...
Fountain
Pen in my hand...
Turn the page quickly,
can you rub out the past...
Once In My Life:
Once in my life I felt complete...
Creative energies spent
searching and researching...
I learned what is life?
but i never learn how to live without you...
Since you left me
i am just living in a black & white life...
I was once colourful
with gold and turquoise...
Dear Brother,
this is a letter...
How can you say he loves you?
When making you cry is all he can do...
Drops of the deepest emotion falls
from the window to my broken soul...
This sin has been cast
and demons I pass...
Under a blanket of words lies a forgotten story
Never able to show its face upon a ruled page...
Why do you lie?
Lie to me, to yourself...
I see life through a lens,
captured with just one quick click...
Thoughts of you linger,
floating through the canal of hope...
Last night was a hell of a ride,
if only I could remember your name...
103 days,
2472 hours...
Tears of creation screams
whilst creatures kick to live...
You built these walls around you
To try to encage yourself...
Life is slowly slipping away,
I have nothing to live for...
Let me be the nightmare of your dreams
pleased by the sounds, while you scream...
Today, I realize
that you are far...
...
Ow...
Together This Is a Mission
You light it up and I know I should look away...
My life, my miseries
what happened is part of history...
Mascara stained cheeks,
Shaking in disbelief...
Friendships come and go,
Faster than the blink of an eye...
Visions from the past,
Creep into your dreams...
When a cool breeze flows on a hot summer day,
i know it's you...
Looking through a lens,
you can capture just one moment...
Red is the symbol of love,
hearts burning with lust...
It may sound childish
like I'm still a school girl...
Reminiscing on our love,
I recall the day you came home...
I'll never get to see two pink lines,
or even loath the sickness...
Just one call,
A hello baby...
Jet black hair,
snow white skin...
As I crumble to the floor,
black stains smear my cheeks...
Spinning
Floating...
Crimson red,
Flowing steady...
It all started with...
A shy smile...
I'm sinking...
deeper than ever before...
I am not dreaming of your footsteps Momma,
I can feel them as you walk, making memories...
Five years ago you were a different person,
a handsome, strong, loyal, loving man...
Im sorry daddy but im not your little girl
i started drugs and smoking more and more...
Hiding behind the smile
covering up the pain...
Your probably thinking that the three words in the...
but no...
You left me unmasked,
unguided and unprotected...
To think of the perfect thing to say right now
would consist of dictionary diving...
Here comes the tears
Here comes the past...
Lord,
let rain pour over me...
If I were your canvas,
would you lie and...
Memories flooding back,
visions of yesteryear...
I wonder what my life will be
how am I suppose to be...
I watched her walk through
dew pearled roses, wind softly...
The sun has gone and darkened my day
And it'll never matter what I have to say...
I thought you were different than the other guys...
The way you spoke. The person you were. Like...