The Best thing about living is knowing one day you'll die

I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile.
How you try to fit in but you can't.
How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you

It feels like you still love me, like nothings changed but deep down i know your heart belongs to her now....

Lying on the floor shattered in peices, crying out you're name, feel so weak........ all of this because you decided to cheat.....on me

When love is gone, there's no arms to run to anymore. I'm all alone, there's no one for me to live for. Letting go of the things I've always clung to, that's when I need to feel that I belong to you

Everytime someone's heart is enlightend by love, another's heart is taken in by darkness. So how dark is my heart now?

Why is it that anything great that comes in my life always gets taken away?

Spiteful words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart

I just stood there and watched you... die