I don't know this feeling.
that is swelling up inside of me...

Why do people look at me,
like i am not worth living...

The unborn child
never to be born...

Tonight might be my last night
I'm sorry but I can't take it...

I have a death wish
I wish I could die...

Here I am again
breaking promises...

My death
is something I long for...

Here I am again
turned to cutting myself...

Here I am
with my knife in my hand...

I can't take it anymore
faking being happy...

My pain is not easy
it starts out when I was five...

You are the girl I love
the girl I want to spend my life with...