Tonight might be my last night
I'm sorry but I can't take it...

I don't cut to kill myself
I cut to live...

My death
is something I long for...

It is over
three little words...

It hurts loving you
but knowing your inlove with someone else...

Here I am
with my knife in my hand...

I can't take it anymore
faking being happy...

Why did you have to do it
you promised me you wouldn't leave...

Cathy
just saying your name brings a smile to my face...

Scarlett
your quite an amazing girl...

Pills are my life
they help me live...

You may think of me as strong and kind
but how i see myself you don't know...