No amount of cuts or scars, no number of meals I've skipped, or how many times I cried myself to sleep could ever explain to you how much pain I've been through. |
But you see darling, your kinda truth is just the ghost of your lies. And I see through them all the time. |
You still kiss me sometimes, but it's just on the cheek. And you pull away, so easily.. |
I can swallow this bottle whole. I'd rather be dead, then continue living with the sadness. |
Two pills to dull the pain. Four pills you can't complain. Six pills to go insane. Eight pills to play the game. Ten pills the games begun. Twelve pills then to make me drop. Thirteen pills my heart will stop. |
Maybe it was wrong to think that I could keep you.. |
Tell me why I should fight for you when you never even tried to fight for me, why should I keep screwing myself over? |
How can you be okay with who you are and what you did to me? |
I never knew what I wanted, until I looked into your eyes. |
You were the love of my life and I don't know, I thought I was yours too.. |