So lets pretend that the pain i feel everyday, is nothing. lets make believe that life is totally perfect, and i've never been hurt. and lets laugh, like out lives arn't totally and completely screwed up.

You said forever and always,
too bad you didn't mean it..

Suicide isn't always a question, sometimes it's my answer..

Stuff happens; people change, life changes, it breaks our heart and we move on because what else can we do?

You said 'im always here if you need me, we can talk about anything, whenever.'
i need you so bad right now. so where are you..?

I think about time, a luxury so hard to find... and i just can't figure out why i wasted it all here with out you.

I think i'll be gone away for awhile. Tell me all the things that i'll be missing here in this old life man, 'cause i just don't know.

Sorry just doesn't fix it this time.

Soo, since we broke up are we not aloud to talk anymore? Or are you just scared of getting close again?

Hearts arn't meant to be broken.