I broke my two months of not cutting, I just can't take it anymore.. I'm addicted to the pain.

Happiness is just an illusion that doesn't last.

I wish I knew how to tell you I still want you.

Right now at this moment, it feel so right, being here with you.

I wish I was dead and you were still breathing.

It's complicated how you can be addicted to the pain, the cutting, the alcohol, the drugs.. You never really can stop though, you never get out of the habit. It's constantly on your mind.

The thoughts about death, suicide.. It's over powering.

It's alright baby 'cause I love the way you lie.

I'm waiting for you to say, I still love you.

Somewhere between our laughs, long talks, stupid fights, and jokes, I fell inlove with you.