I'm afraid of losing something I love.. that I refuse to love anything.

I'm tired of being tired,
and dealing with your bs.

Now I see that I will be, just fading memorie.

And now it's too late to start living again.

I just thought you cared, I thought it was different this time.. But it's not. You haven't changed one bit.

Why can't you be there for me, when I need you the most.. Not just when you need me.

I'm still so young, so why does it feel like I've forgotten how to live.

No home no one there to protect her, she's all alone.

I tried so hard to be the best that I could be.. but still it seems, I always end up alone.

Or is it just because I'm not good enough for you? Not pretty enough, not skinny enough?