I cut myself, last night again.
It's the only thing that helps...

I often write poems to forget
the pain...

No one knows how bad, I
just want to scream...

I was a fool for oh so long.
Always thought your love...

I cry but tears of heartache
on my favorite pillow not yet...

You were my bestfriend
for oh so long...

Talked to you on the phone today.
You seemed happy, not as happy as you used to be...

We've been through heaven, and we've been through...
We never knew what only time, pain, and deception...

I wonder why I've been having these dreams lately.
Just waiting, and contemplating, what they really...

We had our laughs.
We had our crys...

If you never come back into my life, I'll know...
If you never call or write, I guess our goodbye...

Lying astray in my dreams, never seeing really...
Each time my blade slides across my delicate skin...