How can you lose someone that you never really had?

*SaMmIe*

I slit my wrist just one more time..thinking that the pain will go away, thinking that your memory will finally fade with my last gasping breath I whisper "nope not yet".

*SaMmIe*

Love is like a rose.
Beautiful and elegant in sight.
Knows no wrong from right.
But even though a rose has beauty.
It also can also cause pain.
It all depends on how you hold it delicately in your hands.

*SaMmIe*

If scars are all the same..
How can the scars on my skin fade away
When the scars on my heart never seem to change.

*SaMmIe*

What's the point in saying goodbye out loud..when you know she'll always be the one in your heart.

*SaMmIe*

They say bestfriends are together forever.

If that's true than why are you in heaven without me?

*SaMmIe*

I swore when you died...in my arms an angel said a goodbye without words.

Should I smile proudly and be happy that we're bestfriends...or cry silently because that's all we will ever be in the end?

It's better to speak the truth...than to live a lie.

You know it's real..when they can make you forget your past with just one smile.

*SaMmIe*