What are you supposed to do, when all the bad things are all that's in your head?
All the bad things that have ever happened.
And you just can't concentrate,
Because it's all going to fast.

I'm in such a bad place,
I just don't understand..
I wish it would all stop.
Because i'm getting scared.

Have you ever gotten to the point where, it actually hurts to say 'I'm fine.' ?

Do you ever wonder what it would be like to wake up, with a real smile?

I don't want to be here, I want to be up there.
In the clouds. With the stars.
With no hurt, no lies.
Away from all of this.
Truth be told, I hate everything down here.

I wish you would stop lying. You're hurting me.
Or don't you care?

I have nothing here any more.
I need to find my way out.

I'm addicted.
The taste of the cocaine at the back of my throat, is all that I have.
It's everything I need.
You don't need me, and neither do the others.
So i'll have a line, sit back and feel the happy tingles through my body.

I felt sorry for her.. falling in to your stupid trap.
And all the lies you told her. She believed.
Until I fell for all of it too, and you made me feel so needed and alive, just so you could hurt me. But.. Now I miss you, I miss you more than anything.

All you want is sex, And it's obvious I don't mean a thing to you. All I seem to be to you, is a girl you think you can just play around with. And I wont leave you, Why? Because I'm scared of being alone.