I'll never be the same again.
because I fell,
And you didn't catch me.
I hit the ground,
Now the damage will be there forever.

I just wish you knew,
about the things going through my head.
I just wish you knew,
about the pain I feel each day.
I can't even sleep,
I just lay in my bed.
and stare at the ceiling,
wishing things were okay.

Nothing compares too you.

I want too see you hurt the way i'm hurting,
Cry the way I do,
Scream the way I do,
Feel useless the way I do,
Get pushed around and abused Everyday..
The way I do.
I hate you,
You will never understand.
And it will never be okay.

Though,
I go nights sleepless,
And I feel completely useless,

To smoke some special drug, is all that it takes,
To laugh until you cry,
& Too sleep the night away.