I'm done with everything.
There really isn't much to live for anymore.
No one to please.
Only I care.
Yolo<3

My cuts may scar.
My scars may fade.
But my pain lives on.

I hate that no matter how good something looks from the outside,
You never know how much it sucks until you're right in the middle

My boyfriend?
Yeah I love him(:

Yeah, there is a guy.
He is sweet.
He is tall.
He is funny.
He is the guy I like.
But he isn't mine, and he won't be...

And I'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
But right when I think I'm escaping,
I get pulled back in by all my fears and worries...

Okay,
So I think that I might have a chance.
He is leading me on,
In a good way?
Maybe.
He already says "I love you"
So I'm looking forward to this one(:

Did I really get my hopes up for this?
It's really a shame.
I was hoping for a hug&kiss.
You turned out to be lame.
So I'm back at the start.
Restarting my chances.

So I'm getting my hopes up again.
I really don't know why.
So I'm really hoping he is still that loving guy.
I really hope that is true.
Because without you,
There is no me.

You told me that you loved me,
But that was a while ago.
I keep wishing that your feelings would come again.
But I'm always mistaken.
I pick up on the wrong hints,
And I make my own mistakes.
But that's me,
Take it or leave it..