I hate admitting it,
But I love him.
Ever since we dated,
I have though of him as the keeper of my heart.
He has become my other half.
He may hate me,
But he is the guy I have loved for a long time.
And I'm not gonna give up that easy

Have you ever wondered why?
Why can't I be as happy as her?
Why can't he love me?
Why did my life get bad?
Why am I the lonely one?
Why can't I be happy?

I have wondered why,
And no one has yet answered

I have a habit of falling to hard,
And falling too fast,
Getting my hopes up,
For something I know won't last.

Today,
We almost kissed,
That was something,
I know I'll miss.
I looked into your eyes,
And you into mine,
And we stood closer than ever before.
Inches from what I so desperately seek.
Only to come out too weak...

When I look at you,
And you smile at me,
I can't help but to laugh and look away.
Because when you smile at me,
It reminds me that life isn't all bad

He put me through h*ll.
All the wasted nights,
All the tears,
All the cleanup.
He played me and left.
He found someone new.
He was happy without me.
But the worst thing,

I can't stop thinking about him...
&
I still love him... <3

Who do you think you are?
Running round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts.
Tearing love apart

I still love you

I want to smile.
I really do.
But nothing has been the same.
Since I left you.
I can only cry
As you wave goodbye.
And as you walk away.
Away goes my better day.
I can't seem to deal.
I don't think my heart will ever heal.

Life is a swing.
You go back and fourth,
From happy,
To sad,
To angry,
To glad.
There is no end to this ride.
So stay calm, at all times.

Hoping for the best,
But expecting the worst.
Loving you,
Just made it worse.
I still like you,
There is no doubt.
Hope you like me back.
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