You looked me one last time and said, im done holding on for nothing.

Life should have a pause, rewind, stop, and delete button. things would be so much easier.

Silence is overrated, yet so is talking.

I slit my wrists, not waiting for life to kill. rather my own blood i spill.

The taste of regretting yesterday is so strong.

I hope you never come back around.

The screaming in my head must be a sign ive held on too long.

Normal was when i tried. call me whatever you want. just know im Original unlike you.

Walk away with your head up. pretend its going to be alright. if they dont see the truth, who does it really hurt? im sure ill learn to cope one day. i hope.

Take your anger out on me. its not the first time. but i hope you understand when im gone, why im gone. think back to the first time you raised your hand.