Whats happening to me shouldn't be happening .

He said he would never leave me , well he did but you came back again & again .
im just waiting for it to happen ....again but for you to stay forever <3 .

I could tell anyone the story of how i fell for you .

My lifes not perfect , im losing everything.

I lost my best friend , & i lost the guy i loved the most . me & my family arent so really close anymore .i have rumors that are spread around about me , what else is next ?

& with all this pain im feeling because of him , he might as well of beaten me ..

The more i hear stupid sh.. the more i feel like a piece of sh..

I need to go away, & get my mind off things .

Why is it so hard to stay strong ?

I wanna forget everything about you , you put me trough hell <3