I got to be strong or everything's just gonna go wrong <3

My mom said what im going through now is what a grow up would be going though .
that boy got me good then if went through the same.

Its not that easy i swear to you , i keep trying & trying . its really hard .

People tell me to get over him , its just not that easy . he came back 3 times ? you would be how i am too , & thats hurt .

Im going to miss him no matter what , hes the first guy that i did "things" with .

It seems whenever you come crawling back to me , i take you back . but when i come back for you its a different story .

Im afraid because of you .

I hate hearing things about you & the things you say because i dont know if its all true .

So i found out she got mad that you kissed me , is that why you don't like me anymore .

I dont understand what im feeling i dont wanna be with you . but i still have my love for you .