Ive been so tired & weak for about 5 months now .

I dont know what im going to do . i can see things getting out of hand . i wish tht day would of never happened again because i would be half over you </3

Im only happy for a few but then i go back to being a mess.

I dont like this feeling . i feel like i blackout all the time . i become dizzy . im have trouble thinking & once in awhile seeing .

I dont want you , but then i do .
i feel lost with & without you .
you dont know what you want so stop playing games .

Everything you put me threw , now i have to go seek help.

Im dying inside ,& i dont want anyone to know.
but people do know . they see me cry & down all the time . i try & hide it but theres no way i can .
it hurts to much ..

Well i say i hate you . but its not true .
& you say your done with me , ? but i have no clue . you could be lieing i wish i could read minds cause then i would know.

Yeah guys will come & go , but you've been back 3 times . so i dont think you have let go . i hope your lieing to your friends when you say im over her </3

I dont want to see you back with her ..