I wanna smile at you but im scared of what you reaction might be ..

There you were walking towards me , smiling ?
you were talkin to your friend not looking at them but me , & smiling ?
is that good . ? why were you smiling towards my way ?

I dont know what you want , you stare real hard & its makes me fall . i want you but your a confusing guy ?

Guys still think there little boys& think they can still run around tripping every girl , well now your big boys & need to grow up & look how much we get hurt .

I saw something in him that no one ever will .

Im not running away from anyone , im just running to look past everything & go to the future.
& see if your there .

See that road ?
Yeah , well if you want to catch me ill be running down that path .

Everyone said teens years are the best , well im not seeing it .

Guys want me , i just don't want them .
i want a guy that when i see him i get butterflies & smile like Ive never been happier (:

I faked myself to act happy but all that did was bring me more down.