"if i would of ever gave up i wouldn't be where i am now as i am today "

& you said the other night , " i promise this time if you give me another chance i wont leave ".
Thats a chance im scared to take again ...^

He texted me late one night , & told me never to leave him . & i still havent even know he left me .

Our relationship didnt last long but it was a long journey

Im not obsessing over him , im obsessing over that fact of what i thought he was <3

My lifes not perfect , im losing everything.

I lost my best friend , & i lost the guy i loved the most . me & my family arent so really close anymore .i have rumors that are spread around about me , what else is next ?

& with all this pain im feeling because of him , he might as well of beaten me ..

The more i hear stupid sh.. the more i feel like a piece of sh..

I need to go away, & get my mind off things .