I dont know what im going to do . i can see things getting out of hand . i wish tht day would of never happened again because i would be half over you </3

Ive been so tired & weak for about 5 months now .

I dont understand what im feeling i dont wanna be with you . but i still have my love for you .

So i found out she got mad that you kissed me , is that why you don't like me anymore .

I hate hearing things about you & the things you say because i dont know if its all true .

Im afraid because of you .

It seems whenever you come crawling back to me , i take you back . but when i come back for you its a different story .

Im going to miss him no matter what , hes the first guy that i did "things" with .

People tell me to get over him , its just not that easy . he came back 3 times ? you would be how i am too , & thats hurt .

Its not that easy i swear to you , i keep trying & trying . its really hard .