I wonder every night and day,
if your gonna leave and not stay...

I hold my heart tightly, so it won't brake...

I hate myself, I hate my life,
I hate to see my momma cry...

I cry the dayz away, as I pray for thangs to be...
I cry the dayz away, because your not mine...

Knowing your hurting is killing me inside.
I can’t let myself ease up knowing there...

Holding these special moments,
knowing they\'ll never be forgotten...

There are days,
when we may have some confusion...

Lord,I am so hurt I am so confused.
I feel like the luv he once had for me was untrue...

Forgetting the love that we once had,
is too hard for me to do, i just can't...

Vanish from my life.
Erase from my thoughts...