Knowing your hurting is killing me inside.
I can’t let myself ease up knowing there...

I can’t stand my own existence.
I can’t stand being in my own families...

There are days,
when we may have some confusion...

All this pain I held inside.
All the beatens I took cause you were drunk...

My Life has been so warped and twisted.
I feel like I cry for someone to just hold me...

Vanish from my life.
Erase from my thoughts...

Thoughts threw my mind...
All thoughts mixed and confused...

This life I Can't Take…
I have this pain that wont let me go...

I hate myself, I hate my life,
I hate to see my momma cry...

I wonder every night and day,
if your gonna leave and not stay...