Here I am,
lazily worrying about my night...

I sit alone, in the desert of my mind,
there is not peace but I love the silence...

Forgive me lord,
for I have seen...

Yes,
I miss you...

If I didn't know better,
would say you growing fast...

Life,
Precious as it might be...

The words broke the silence of the sky
letting down rain to pour...

In the midst of the get together,
smiles were exchanged to last forever...

Across the valleys and up the hills I walked,
down the lane of self destruction step by step I...

It was but a suicide note
left to direct the living...

Her whispers,
like midnight winds...

For in her tears,
reflection of my hurtful heart glittered...