As I stood there,
stood to watch the clouds fading...
I like it,
I love it...
I sit,
waiting nothing to give birth to peace of heart...
My behavior do not hate
for sure i ddn't mean to fake...
Tear broken down
to painful memories...
Still I cry
it is not mine...
It burns,
like the thread of dry spirit down my throat...
A soul,
so beat to its foul...
Drowning from self loathing,
I tear-down my heart piece by piece...
To my unborn child,
Firstly...
Ancient cries
still floating between things...
At night
I look at the sky...