I feel like am living all alone
feel like am such a mess
feel like am useless
feel like i don't have the right to exist
feel like am no one but rotten brat
looking for somebody will try to pretend
they understand me...

Just when im about to forget or set something aside for now, there would this dream that pulls over all the memories that make my heart sounds weird...can't get over yet with those dream last night...

If only telephaty really exist
i'll tell you how much
i feel for you...
how much i love you...
and how much i long to be with you...

I let u go not because i don't care anymore,
but because i love you so much more.....

F u really meant for each other, no matter how long u've been parted, as long as faith is there... love will bring you back together...♥♥♥

Aren't sure enough if these's still right
but my heart's pounding and it tells me to be strong.
despite i'm still hoping for that special thing to happen.
right in front of me is you wearing those smiling face.

U really can't force something to happen,
if it's really not meant to happen.
painful thing is all you can get and that's so hard to endure.
vulnerable feelings, is such a word but is hard to prevent.

If being happy is too much for me,
then is being sad is what i really deserve?
well honestly i endure it slowly, being sad so seems to be my destiny...

No matter how much i try my best to hide this feelings, just can't hide it myself... i'm dying inside full of pain and wants to explode...

I really hate to see someone's crying
because it really make me cry as well
and remember all my past...
it's the strangest thing in me...