U really can't force something to happen,
if it's really not meant to happen.
painful thing is all you can get and that's so hard to endure.
vulnerable feelings, is such a word but is hard to prevent.

Aren't sure enough if these's still right
but my heart's pounding and it tells me to be strong.
despite i'm still hoping for that special thing to happen.
right in front of me is you wearing those smiling face.

F u really meant for each other, no matter how long u've been parted, as long as faith is there... love will bring you back together...♥♥♥

I let u go not because i don't care anymore,
but because i love you so much more.....

If only telephaty really exist
i'll tell you how much
i feel for you...
how much i love you...
and how much i long to be with you...

Just when im about to forget or set something aside for now, there would this dream that pulls over all the memories that make my heart sounds weird...can't get over yet with those dream last night...

I feel like am living all alone
feel like am such a mess
feel like am useless
feel like i don't have the right to exist
feel like am no one but rotten brat
looking for somebody will try to pretend
they understand me...

Can't understand myself either...
maybe i just miss him so badly
that lead me to read his message
over and over again...

I still believe that one day you'll realize you still miss me and ask how about me?

I can owaz remember you,
no matter how hard i try to forget you,
my heart still insist and never give up on you...
until you'll realize how much i love you