Alone ithe dark i'm laying down
I thought I heard a sound...
Tears fall,
the blade drops...
Take this rope and tie it up on the rafter
that thick cord begging me closer...
I like to watch it slowly creep
It only happens if i cut deep...
Fat and wet just like you like it......come and...
My skin starts to burn,
Blood and meat are what I yearn...
I have always know you were out there somewhere.
You stand in the shadows and watch me cry...
An angel full of purity and peace
Never wish harm on a heart beating beautifully...
A time portal
lost inside a deep burrow...
I look into the mirror I dont recognize the person...
Shes cold, angry and has seen worse than I could...
The devil tempts me
demons scratch at my heart...
Asleep at the wheel from all the kaos within this...
In a car underwater,waiting to be saved from these...
Chemical balance is so irenic
There's no gain in poisoning the well...
When the coldness
that comes along with emptiness...
Flashes of red,
As people lie dead...
I see you standing there
Begging me to take you in...
I love you.
I want you...
Help! I scream
But no one can hear me...
My love for u
is like the sun...
In the realm of life, I know I am something wrong.
Broken in more ways than one can remember...
This angel with icy blue eyes.
That almost want to make you die...
You lie there,
In the hospital bed...
I remember that night
i climbed from my window...
It hurts when I think about you.
It hurts when I got two of your things near me...
Talk to me, grab me, hurt me, please!
let cruel words come forth, make me see...
Bound and Turned into Feminized...
Chapter 1 - How I ended up meeting John...